Why I Can't Forget You?

I just set myself up for a heartbreak. Maybe this is my life baby. I
just need to go and kill myself. I ain't worth shit. Everyone knows it. I
hurt myself more and more. When I go on to your profile and stare at you,
I can't believe I do this to myself. I just ugh! God I hate myself.

I want to cut myself. I want to just need to bleed and bleed.
I want to bleed to death. I guess I just have to let go of everything and start
over. Always remember though. I can never forget you baby. I want you and
only you. Always and Forever u mean so much to me but i never mean to u.

U always want me to die. Laying in a hospital getting weaker & weaker each
day. Waiting to go away from life. I have done everything end. People say I
am feeling sorry for myself. If I am, well sorry. Most people have no idea how I
feel. Finally thinking, my life isn't anything important.

I feel like there is a rope tied around my neck and each day it gets tighter and
tighter. It starts choking me until I can't breathe. I am dead in the inside.
No matter what I do, I am never happy. Wait let me say that
again I am never happy unless you are in my life. You are my everything.

I miss everything about us. There is no use of word "us" anymore it is you and
me. I miss it though. I don't think about the bad but I think about all the good
times I had with you.

I think about the feelings. Now it is all gone. It is never going to be the same.
I will get it over one day. I hope that day is soon. Always remember though.
I will always love you.